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Huhu.. I need money.. Tomorrow I have 120€ and Im going to flea market woth my mom..
The day after tomorrow I go with my bestfriend, like I said..
I really like flea markets..

Tomorrow my mom comes at home about 15:00 and then she pick me up here and we go to shopping...
yay.. Nothing interesting stuff now but heres some facts about my mom..

My moms name is Sirkku and shes about 40 years old.. She have short blond hair and green eye..
Shes as crazy as me.. Just dancing around our house and singing some stupid songs..

okay but now I have to go.. bye..

Hi, I have some Kaoru videoclips.. so you can download them here or my Kaoru-fan page All are .zip(s)... just click links.. If download not started when you just click it.. then rightclick and "save target as.." ... Huuhuu.. *crazy*

So here these clips..

Kaoru picks up Shinya..
Kaoru spies on fans
Kaoru talking

Yea.. Maybe I someday put here more clips o.O
Well Im crazy like usually, but thats not big problem.. I need to go to clean cats toilet.. xDDD see ya later... *going*

Kaoru image gallery..

I just wanted to put this gallery in here... Theres no all my Kaoru pics.. no no.. I have much more.. But theres some of those.. I hope someone likes these.. Every pics are from my Kaoru-fan page and you can copy them if you want.. free free..

(click images to see full version..)



So maybe more coming...

Gooooood morning.. Today is holiday.. And tomorrow I maybe go to flea market with my mom..  the day after tomorrow I go to flea market woth my bestfriend.. And then we go to trio commercial center too.. Im going to buy some clothes and material stuff.. ugh.. I think Im sick, I feel like and thats not funny..
My sister Iina is here.. And my mom is not here.. Shes in Pälkänne right now and she comes home today about 16:30.... Aaargh.. I wanna go back to sleep.. *walking around* And today I have to go some roleplay in MSN with my webfriends Yoshimi and Kichiko... But if Im sick then Im not going to do that *evil grin* yea, yea Im not sure that I wanna go roleplay today, but maybe I have to..

I do some Dir en Grey test.. Which Dir en grey Member Are You? so I was Kaoru.. Again.. Like usually.. ^^ Thats not new.. My bestfriend says that Im too much same kind of Kaoru.. I think thats cool, but she dont really like Kaoru =__=;;    So I have to try to be different than I am when Im with my bestfriend.. And thats not really funny you know? I wanna be myself.. But I cant.. That sucks.. Ugh.. My life sucks.. Im down and Im going to the hospital someday in next year.. not funny at all..

Well see ya later today... *running away*

Yes.. just what it means, but I´m gonna go to sleep when (my) clock is about 03:30..

And now I´m going to tell you what I´m gonna do at next week..

• I´m going to shopping in Trio commercial center
• shopping in flea market with my bestfriend
• make some clothes by myself
• I´m gonna rock whole week, but what comes in next weekend... ROCK !!

Europe is good band.. I love it.. Their songs are goods.. Rock the night, The final countdown, Ninja.... ugh.. *stupid*  Well.. me and music what I like..^__^;;

I´m hungry... *thinking*  ... yes, thats what I want.. Hamburger and big cup of coffee..

Today I´m gonna read Harry Potter books.. Potters are good books.. hmm..
Or maybe I read Lord of the rings... again...


       

hehe.. Those "smiles" are funny.. *crazy*
Well I dunno what to write, so I´m going to sleep now o.o;;

bye, bye... see ya.. *running away like usually*

Well now Im up. . I just wakes up and and now Im trying to get some scorpions to eat.. But theres no scorpions, I have to eat some spiders ^^
I cant be here so long time becouse I have to go watch my friend in cemetery *laugh* xDDD Shes not dead.. yet *evli grin*
No I cant be so evil.. Maybe I just tease her littlebit and then get her out of town and then kill her o.o
Okay maybe Im not gonna kill my friend ^^;;

But now I have to go, but Ill be back when clock is about 18:30 okay? yes that fine.. C ya.. *running somewhere*

Hehii.. I love Kyo-sama.. ^^ Hes so kawaii little monster.. ^^;;
I have to clean up my room o.o yes, yes I have to.. Its littlebit messy..
But I dont do that yet.. First I have to eat something o.o;;
*going to eat*

*back*
Well now I just wanted to say...

JROCK IS LIFE !!

And now Im going to clean up my room.. bye, c ya.. ^^ *goes*

I like to write lyrics.. so here we go..

Dont cry, say goodbye, running hide..
Ill never be back in your life..
Ill never seen you be alright, like now, but I just hurt you and you know what Im saying... you know what Im meaning..

This is your only way, I cant be here to stay..
Dont stop running now, we cant never be a part of love.
Shadows in the darkstreet are following my walking..
I walk out of here, I run away from you..

We brake up this dream, you wake up in your dream..
And you scream my name up to the sky..
Youll never be okay, alright..
I turn my back on you and you watch when Im running away..
Im walking out of here...

This is your only way, I cant be here to stay..
Dont stop running now, we cant never be a part of love.
Shadows in the darkstreet are following my walking..
I walk out of here, I run away from you..

Ill never be here again.. Youre always been alone in your life..

By: Hizumi Angst

yay.. I love Dir en grey.. thats my favourite jrock band ever.. Kyo is so cool.. And Kaoru.. umm.. *in love* They all are so cool !!
Kyos voice and hes so kawaii, Kaoru is soooo sexy, Die is so so so kawaii, Toshiya is sooooooo beauty and sexy and Shinya to ^________^ I love dir en grey !!
I have all Dir en greys albums and musicvideos ^^ *luv it*
And some other videoclips.. livevideos and more ^^

I have two new musicvids.
Gazette ~ Shiawase na Hibi
Gazette ~ Zakuroagata no yuuutsu

^^ yay I love those vids..

I LOVE JROCK !!

My favourite jrockers are Kaoru and Kyo.. *crazy*

How I can live, how I can breath
Without your love, without your heart...

Hehe.. ^^;; yes thats true.. I cant live without Kaoru and Kyo..